Can't help but feel melancholic stepping into 2009. Just a couple of days ago, I felt the same way after listening to the imam at Masjid Negara citing the awal muharam du'a.
Part of me says it's just another day. Just a change of date, nothing more. Life goes on as it has always been. But another part of me says it's not. It's a new book, new appraisal but I don't seem to have a new attitude for the new year. As a matter of fact, I don't have the strength to go thru the same things again in 2009.
Maybe I need to berhijrah myself. Not just emotionally, but also physically.
Start a new leaf.
But it's easier said than done for me. Guess I have to stick up and go thru another year of dragging my feet along while hoping for the skies to stay clear for the rays to come thru.
*sigh*
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