I'm Tired

I'm tired
I'm just tired

I'm tired of propelling these emotions
I'm tired of navigating and hoping I don't lose sight of the destination
I'm tired of manning the ship, tired of fighting the squalls and cleaning up the wrecks
I'm tired of folding the sail and unfolding it again when the wind blows my way

I'm tired of reading the script and wondering how to manouveur the character
I'm tired of trying to please the movie director
I'm tired of putting on make-up to make me look pretty
I'm tired of trying not to look ugly

I'm tired of being tired
I'm giving up
I am

I'm tired
I'm just too tired