It's been almost two months that I haven't been living my 'normal' life...no more late nights of succumbing to my innermost emotions, no more walks to peptalk myself out of a roller coaster ride.
My late nights would be to brainlessly surf the virtual sea or to make fun of friends on the social network. Not that I have brain-full daytime anyway. :P But to a certain extend, my brain just refuses to comprehend the emotions. It will call it a day whether there's work pending or not. It would ignore the waves of emotions, putting them all in a box for later consumption. And more often than not, those emotions just dwindle away unconsumed.
But I don't intend to stay this way for long.
I would want to start riding the roller coaster again for some reason. I would want to hear my overpowering voice again. I would want to wallow away in my emotions and be suffocated by them... but until then, I think I should get some rest... :P
